Brown with Drips

2019, 59 x 42 1/8" (149.86 x 106.997 cm)
silkscreen ink on linen

Long Island City

2020, digital image

08-20

2020, 22 x 30” (55.88 x 76.2 cm), watercolor on paper

17-20

2020, 14 x 11” (27.9 x 35.6 cm), Flashe, graphite, matte medium on paper

02-20

2020, 22 x 30” (55.9 x 76.2 cm) , watercolor on paper


I approach each day with an anything can happen mentality. Usually, I have a rough idea or a stance or an attitude that I want my painting to take, or a position that I want my work to have. In recent years, I would get five or six canvases stretched and primed by helpers in advance. Not having to do that myself seemed like a good idea – things go faster that way and while I wanted to slow down my application of paint, I wanted to keep producing paintings.

In the Spring of 2020, my main studio helper left New York. When the pandemic hit hardest, I asked the others to stay home. I began doing the preparation myself, one at a time. I felt real pressure to make something beautiful in the face of the criminally unnecessary deaths and degradation of many. Doing the preparation was settling, and it was a way of connecting to the future painting.

28-20

2020, 12 x 9” (30.5 x 22.9 cm)
matte medium, pencil on paper

4-20

2020, 22 3/8 x 30” (56.8 x 76.2 cm)
Flashe, watercolor on paper

Long Island City

2020, digital image

Vagues

2018, 59 x 41” (144.78 cm x 104.14 cm), colored pencil, Flashe, silkscreen ink on linen

Long Island City

2020, digital image

Long Island City

2020, digital image

Air

2019, 58 x 42” (147.32 x 106.68 cm) silkscreen ink, colored pencil on linen

22-20

2020, 12 x 9” (30.5 x 22.9 cm), matte medium, pencil on paper

Long Island City

2020, digital image

09-20

2020, 22 1/8x30 1/4” (56.2 x 76.8 cm), Flashe, pencil, watercolor on paper

As support for Black Lives Matter grew and became increasingly diverse in 2020-2021, peaceful demonstrations were met with hostility and overt violence. Police killings of Black people continued unchecked, and I became even more alienated from American culture, particularly the legal system.

I began going back into small unfinished paintings and drawings from various periods of my life that I had abandoned. My sense that life was not infinite, and that what I had not finished might never get finished unless I finished it right away, took over. My works from that period had behind them the sense of urgency that I felt. Because they had been begun at different periods, I saw them as bridges between past and present, between the past and a radically uncertain future.

Long Island City

2020, digital image

16-20

2020, 11 x 14” (35.6 x 27.9 cm), matte medium, watercolor, on synthetic paper

05-20

2020, 22 x 30 1/4” (55.9 x 76.8 cm), Flashe, watercolor on paper

Long Island City

2020, digital image

15-20

2020, 14 x 11” (27.9 x 35.6 cm), matte medium, pencil, on synthetic paper

I have continued working on paintings one at a time, often printing the basic structure of earlier works onto primed linen, then working back into that printed armature directly, introducing conflicting scenarios. I do have a notion of what I want my current work to be, how I want it to present itself. I want to make a painting that is non-finite, ambiguous but at the same time rather serious and non-ironic, a painting one might not notice as a painting. One might walk by it as one does a wall or an unremarkable tree, a method of turning failure into a compelling act.

Cora Cohen
New York 2022